Tuesday, October 23, 2007
i thought that...
October 22, 2007 - It was supposed to be a very good day for me. Everything was good. I won in the "translate this song" contest. The rule is to translate a song from english to tagalog. The contest piece was the chorus of the song Umbrella by Rihanna. This is the chorus of the original version:
When the sun shine we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath, I'mma stick it out 'til the end
Now that it's raining more than ever know that we'll still have eachother
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh-eh)
My Version:
Sumikat man o hindi ang araw
Samahan kita sa araw-araw
Sabi ko nandito lang ako
Naghihintay, nagbabantay sa iyo
Lumakas man o hindi ang ulan
Samahan kita hanggang katapusan
Andito lang ako magpakailanman
'Di kita iiwan kahit kelan (kelan, kelan, yeah, yeah, yeah)
'Di kita iiwan kahit kelan (kelan, kelan, yeah, yeah, yeah)
'Di kita iiwan kahit kelan (kelan, kelan, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Then, my parents just arrived from Manila that day. We met up at church. As we were on our way home, my mom told me that they have a surprise. When we arrived home, they showed me a black back. I recognized it as a bag for a laptop and it was really a laptop! I was really happy because it has been almost a year when I asked my parents to buy me a laptop for the reason that I kinda need it for my schoolwork. I really got excited. I was overwhelmed. As you can see in this pic.
So excited!
On that day, my group mates were having an overnight at our house for our Research. When 2 of them arrived, we waited for the others. While waiting, we watched High School Musical 2. Moments later, my mini pincher pup - Bam-Bam, went near us. I got bored watching HSM2 since I have watched it for several times. Because of boredom, I decided to play with Bam-Bam who approached us. I put him on the arm of the chair where I was sitting. We were playing happily. Then, he slipped from the arm of the chair and fell. I quickly picked him up. Because he was moving so much, he fell again and this time it was harder than the fall he had earlier. This time, he did not move much. As I picked him up, I started to worry. I went to my yaya as fast as I can. We tried to revive him. Then, I began to cry. After a few minutes, we noticed that he doesn't move anymore. I cried harder. We just realized that he is already dead. I can't believe that he died. He was just four months old. I really felt guilty that day. I know it was just an accident but the thought that he died with me. When I was alone at school this day, the happening last night kept repeating on my head. I could still hear the loud thud when he fell. I kept on crying last night and early this morning. Also, when I arrived, I cried because I saw his mom and I felt sorry for her. I thought that was a good day for me. All that I have received that day had was immediately exchanged with my very precious pup's life. *sigh* I'm still depressed right now. ='( I guess, that would be all for now.
In the loving memory of Bam-Bam...
Labels: abnormal, crap, friends, pathetic, school
Monday, October 15, 2007
a message to the pinks.
Marz, Jj, Glennie, Melody - the pink ladies.
This friendship started in a literary musical of the class. The four of us were the choreographers of that literary musical. At that time, we had a strong bonding. It was the time when my best friend and I were kinda spacing out from each other. They were fun-to-with. We were laughing at all times, we were open with each other, we were like sisters!
I really liked to be with them. But then things change and people change. There was this incident when I started to realize that I'm different from them. I just don't seem to fit in. Glennie and I had a petty quarrel which then became grew big. It was just about Sarah Geronimo. I'm really don't like that singer and, I guess, she was a fan of hers. I didn't mean to talk bad about her idol, it was just a joke. (Note: this happened in a chat in YM.) The following day, I felt awkward to her so I did not talk to her. We did not talk for one whole week. However, we have to patch things up since we both are in the same group for our research. Yeah, we were able to patch things up but I started to realize that I'm different from them. They come out so strong and that's really not my style. The three of them had this "mataray effect" and they were kikay too. I'm really not like that. I guess I'm just weak, crybaby and "madrama".
To Jj:I guess you're mad at me right now and maybe you just don't let it show. I just think of this since you told me before that you hate people that are "balimbing". But let me just tell you that I did not say a word about the things that we had talked about. You know, the "libaks" to you-know-who. I haven't mention anything about it. And I assure you that I won't say anything about that.
To Glennie:
Yeah, I guess that you're thinking that I am "mababaw". I won't deny it. You're not the reason why I quit the group. It's a personal thing. I hope you understand.
To Melody:
All I can say is sorry. You didn't do anything actually. Thanks for always being there for me.
And Lastly to the three of you:
I'm sorry guys. I know we promised that we would not leave each other. But I will really not leave you guys. I'm just here. Though not as one of the pinks but as a friend. I hope you would still accept it. Thanks for the memories guys. :)
P.S
Heya guys! I'm back from being on hiatus. Yipee! I finally found time to blog again. Anyway, I have a new layout. Like it?
Labels: abnormal, blog, crap, friends, pathetic, school
